Thanks for all the well wishes.
Diabetes is a nasty disease, mainly because you dont ever feel sick. I've had it about 10 years now, first found during blood tests when I was bitten by a damn hobo spider. Signs where there earlier though, loss of feeling in my toes was the first signs for me, I just didnt know better. I just thank God I have no problems with my eyes like some people do.
I cannot justify trying to keep the shop going any longer, it has been a horrible last 3 years barely getting by, in fact not getting by, just getting deeper in. The engine trade is a dying thing. Engine shops as a whole have been dropping like flies for 4 years now, something like 25-30% of them closed in the last 4 years. Hence the market is flooded with used equipment, good for buyers, bad for sellers like me. Just like you're machine tools, older stuff might bring more at the scrap yard than auction. At least my bank is willing to let me try an liquidate the stuff, cause they know they WILL loose at an auction. So,as soon as get some ideas what to ask for the stuff I'll post a list in the machinery section.
As far as what to do for a career. I still dont have a clue. The docs have me trying to get on disability now, but I dont think I'll get it. Montana doesnt have any temp disability,it's all or none. Pretty stupid if you ask me. Work and pay taxes all your life then you cant even get any of your own money back. Hell I'm 42 in Sept, my retirement age is pushed to like 77, I'll never live that long. So much for all the FICA money I paid in. One thing for sure, I'll need a sit down job what ever it is.
I had a young guy who had the money to buy me out, but he decided against it. He has a good thing going already and wasn't ready to take a risk.
If anybody is money'ed up, the whole shootin match can be had for the bank payoff, approx $63000.00. And I'll stick around to train the new owner(s)
Again thanks for all the well wishes, I really appreciate them
Jim
PS: I have a huge pile of core engine parts, heads, manifolds, blocks, cranks, rods ect. If anyone is looking for anything, email me off list with exactly what you're looking for. If I have it, I'll make a deal.